I am so thankful this year…for change, for completeness, and for grace.
This year has been a big one for us. In many ways I would describe it as joyful, but mostly I would say complete. We now consider our family complete and for the first time in a long time, my life’s wish list complete. We have struggled since our first son was born with my desire to stay home with our children and our necessity for my second income. This year, we made the decision to completely change how we run our household and give me a go as full-time homemaker. A lot of people try to dress up that word, but I prefer to embrace it. HOMEMAKAER. It is a job I worked very hard to earn, and I consider the title resemblant of a dying art, like a blacksmith or a butcher. It was Mother Teresa who said, “What can you do to promote world peace? Go home and love your family.” Homemaker today…Nobel Prize tomorrow. I’m telling ya, there are so many mothers, educators, coaches, and youth ministers out there that saved a child they really should have a broader spectrum for the peace prize category.
Please understand, I am not knocking the working mother at all. I am supportive of her, in awe of how she balances life, and empathetic towards the emotions she feels every time she begins and ends her work day. It was something I prayed daily to be content with, but for me, life opened a window. I think I will enjoy the fresh air while I may.
So for 2013, I am thankful for:
1. a God who opens windows.
2. a husband who has a serving spirit and who sacrifices so much for his family and for others.
3. my eldest son who is so smart, so sweet, and challenges me every day to become a better person.
4. my middle child, who I knew would be an adventure the first time I felt him kick. It is so amazing to get a peek at life through a three-year old’s eyes and to be reminded each day that I matter to someone.
5. my daughter, who brings joy to our life each day and who needs her mother to be a positive role model.
6. our family. God love them, each one is so different. They are challenging, they could be called crazy, but they are ours and we could not raise our family without this village.
7. true friends that stand the test of time. We really do have amazing friends…I don’t even know where to begin…old friends we have not forgotten, and new friends we have not yet met
8. our health.
9. our insurance, doctors, and medical care that have allowed us to safely have three healthy beautiful children.
10. grandmas. The ones who love my babies and the ones who love me. For the fact that they all have shared a room at our wedding and Kiddo’s first birthday.
11. traditions. The little things I miss from childhood or recreate for my own children. School fight songs, memories and new ones in the making.
12. Texas. Come on…you had to have known it would be on the list.
13. the outdoors. I’m still warming up to the great outdoors, but it is beautiful and we have had so much fun.
14. wet kisses, sticky hands, and lots and lots of messes.
15. time. Time with my family, my babies, my husband, my friends, and myself that was previously taken up with items on my to-do list.
16. three square meals, steady paychecks, and a roof over our heads.
18. date nights with Man.
19. family nights with my little party of 5.
20. birthday parties, graduations, new babies, and all those things.
21. our soldiers.
22. the very wise, very funny, and very honest things children say.
23. family vacations.
24. daytime smiles and nighttime giggles.
25. warm sunshine in May.
26. brisk mornings in November.
28. lazy days.
29. all the things I have learned this year.
We are so blessed, and I am thankful every day for all God has given to me and mine. Sometimes I even get that freaked out feeling that I am too happy or too blessed beyond anything I could ever deserve and then I remember…we have complete grace. Doesn’t that really encompass everything we are thankful for?